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I'm nearing the end of my fourth year, I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears. Everyone seemed to say it was so great, but did I miss out, was it a huge mistake? I can't help the fact I like to be alone, it might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know. I tend to handle things usually by myself and I can't ever seem to try and ask for help. I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress, I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest. Makeup is running down, feelings are all around. How did I get here? I need to know. I guess I maybe had a couple expectations, thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't. I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun, but now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run- Prom dress, Mxmtoon

Irmes

INTRODUCTION

Irmes is a deity of sun, prophecy and seduction in my universum. He is the first deity to ever be created from a sun rays, making him the leader of all other creatures of his race.

Irmes had built his personality on mystery - his face remains always veiled, but he keeps the show going through his fabulous sense of style and noble behaviour… That is a little disturbed if there is a good party nearby.

Nonetheless, it was not always like this. What forced Irmes to change into the cold, unreachable and intimidating deity, was the bullying from other jealous deities of his position. When Irmes snapped, it was not so smooth and quiet, but rather dramatic. Starting a new life, cutting off everyone from it, changing his appearance completely and covering his face was part of his way of never letting anyone put him down ever again. Irmes stopped seeing his old self as himself from the past, but rather as a concept, a separate person, not just him... Deep down still being the joyful, sensitive and enthusiastic old Irmes.

His old life came back in the form of Itimeir - when he impulsively decided to take care of the god - who was young at that time. Irmes had saw in him his old, weak, humble self.. Which he needed to protect, to never let anyone ruin Itimeir, just like others ruined Irmes in the past... And that's when all of that started to happen...

Because if not Itimeir, Irmes would never get into an affair with a kasadian demon of gambling - Paris Ramburelli, who was no-one, comparing to Irmes, but just a stupid demon. Turns out, it was Paris, who could break Irmes' wall, connecting to him deeper (not talking about their intercourses!) that Itimeir ever could, as in the end - they both were facing the same problems from past.

And turns out, Irmes found himself feelings something for the first time after years. And it was not hatred or agony, but affinity from a depressed, gang leader of a demon group and a gambler. And it felt like he could only show his love through sex, not knowing how obsessed the demon was with him, ever since they first meet, 500 years ago. When times were still good.

SYMBOLISM & ROLE

Problems of beauty obsession and changing self-identity due to the pressure of society. An image of someone having so much built up hatred inside of their soul, as a result of a feeling of strong injustice from others, "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth”.

Irmes as the deity of sun and similarly to the afterlife - he’s the main deity (not god - deities are one hierarchy lower than gods) on Earth, making him the most popular of all of the other deities as well and often portrayed in art. He was repeatedly showcased with a hook (believed to symbolize work) or among other deities such as; deity of crystals, deity of flowers & deity of grains. What is funny is that these who had painted the deity actually often gotten most of his features right - hair, body… Even accessories! But what would make Irmes sigh in disbelief? The answer is - his face features like his hooked nose were often changed. Not to mention his skin color - well of course. But the deity just brushes it all off, being grateful that at least in the overall human knowledge on his appearance, his veil also takes a an important role.

Irmes can freely move on Earth and pretty often visits it, he was even one of the deities often seen by the humans. Thus, his popularity grew strong - as people were wishing to have more sun in Asajir, so their prayers were often lead to the sun deity himself. But overall - his cult remained strong for many decades and centuries, even the head priests of Evdanism were officially dressed in a similar veil like Irmes does, as a way to symbolize his importance in the religion.

META INFO

Designer Vin Andler
Story Evdanism
Theme song Trick me
Created on 27th May 2022

Full name Irmes (EER-mehs) Ramburelli
Other names „Da Umbra” „Ere Exanimajis”, „De Noct Morjite”
Age (Biological) Over 2100
Age (Appearance) 28
Birthday Unknown
Pronouns He/him
Race Deity
Birthplace Earth
Residence Peomia
Social status Prince of Peomia
MBTI & Enneagram ENTJ 1w9 (?)
Temperament Phlegmatic (?)
Sexual/Romantic Orientation Homoromantic Pansexual
Symbolism Sun, prophecy, seduction, work
Dorianat symbolism The Change
Status Alive
Relationship status Married to Paris

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