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I gave too much of my heart tonight. Can you come to where I'm stayin' and make some extra love That I can save to till tomorrow's show. 'Cause I need somebody to remember my name, after all that I can do for them is done. I need someone to remember me. I need something bigger then the sky, hold it in my arms and know its mine. Just how many stars will I need to hang around me to finally call it heaven? - Remember My Name, Mitski

ITIMEIR

INTRODUCTION

Itimeir was supposed to be born as a normal god, but due to the error from the universe, they were created as the personification of chaos, which was never an intention. Their life was never supposed to be good, the fatum had already determined it. Due to this, their whole presence is chaos: looks, personality, gender, life, love. He is also classified as a phantom/creature with humanoid form.

Looking at the hierarchy of my universum, Itimeir is one of the main gods of Earth. Originally there were 4 (he, his twin sister and their parents), but due to a 'divorce', the siblings were separated. This is how Heaven (Evdavia) and Hell (Kasad) were created. Itimeir was forced to enter the hell with his father. And his life was a literal hell.

Itimeir as a theoretical satan is portrayed in a bad light automatically by all humans. All of the titles and stories given by these creatures had sentenced him to condemnation without even his consent - making Itimeir banned from ever showing on his beloved Earth, who was his original home 2000 years ago. The grief from being labelled as the one behind all imaginable evilness made him into a delusional and admire craving creature, even yearning for the love and lust from a literal condemned human… Who was yet, completely captured by Itimeir’s mystical existence in his sleep paralysis. Who would have guessed that in the end - it wasn’t only Katamenos who was condemned. They both were and their lives were both sentences for a declisyne of their ruined love.

A searched love for his own self that was supposed to be obtained by lust and naive sexuality, many feelings of dirtiness, numbness and delusions of a misunderstood creature.

Itimeir symbolizes the destructive effect of living in a corrupted society. The showcase of how a person can get so deeply broken in the roots by the whole group - not a particular person - and how far it can go. His social issues and trauma mixed with sexual themes made Itimeir into a person who yearns and craves the respect of others and will sacrifice everything - his morals, dignity, his own thoughts to be liked and given (appreciative) attention.

In the whole story, the god shows a big part of his present life and overall - his own self to the public, almost desperately wanting demons to „lurk in and get interested by what he has to offer at least for a bit”. It’s like as if someone opened a shop, but others would take offerings without paying and leave - but in this world, it’s Itimeir who is the shop & products are part of his soul that he wants to “sell” to anyone who would give his broken mind a bit of addicting attention and dopamine.

Itimeir gets to the point of sexualizing himself and being like an open book, craving for validation and likeness. Wanting others to want him, letting everyone to share him. Being an object someone would maybe like a little bit.

During Itimeir’s life, it seems like his fate was to be misunderstood and taken advantage of ever since he was placed on such a serious title of a king at a young age. Even on Earth, the gods story and life was turned all around, seemingly making everyone know every part of his life better than him.

Even in Kasad, Itimeir didn't have the smallest chance to ever show his real self, what he is capable of and how good of a king he could be, so he became what others expected and wanted him to be. He rejects his true self, because others think “it’s not how it is”. It’s like a copying mechanism and never ending feeling of shame.

Designer Vin Andler
Story Evdanism
Theme song The Mind Electric by Miracle Musical
Voice claim Playlist (too lazy to add atm)
Created on 6th December 2020
Full name Itimeir
Other names „Da Umbra” „Ere Exanimajis”, „De Noct Morjite”
Age (Biological) Over 2100
Age (Appearance) 23
Gender None/any/both.
Could be sometimes referred to as being intersex
Birthday Unknown
Race God/personification of chaos & phantom
Birthplace Earth
Residence Kasad (before death)
Social status Lord of Kasad
MBTI & Enneagram ENFP 3w2
Temperament Sanguine-Melancholic
Sexual/Romantic Orientation Pansexual
Symbolism Chaos, death
Dorianat symbolism The Two Sided
Status Dead, but his soul is still alive
as the ultimate god of the universe.
Died by suicide (year 2098)
Relationship status Taken by Katamenos

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